Week #16

My year has sucked butt! I mean right at the beginning of the year I found out that my pawpaw had cancer, so I rushed down here to see him. That ended up being the last time I ever laid eyes on him other than the funeral in a couple days. One good thing that happened a little after that was that I lost A LOT of weight. Still going to! Anyway then over the summer I kept getting in trouble (probably for no reason, but I was still in trouble :///////) Anyway then around that time my great-grandma had her second stroke that took her vision for the most part and has had her going downhill ever since. During that time we thought my pawpaw was in remission, that was a little light. BUT IT WAS FAKE! Anyway, then about two weeks ago my best-friend (practically my sister) died from an overdose. That was one and still is one of the hardest things I've ever had to deal with. Then literally a week and a day after she passed away and five days after her funeral I was pulled out of my fourth hour class and was told that my pawpaw died a couple hours prior. OMG! I didn't even have time to get over the first lost loved one before another one passed! :/....I know this isn't reflecting but I know it's going to happen and I'm on a unstoppable venting rant right now! Then I have to go and see my grandfather deceased and cry my poopin eyes out with that! Then on my SWEET 16!!....I get to travel 12 hours in a car cramped up with a cranky one year old whining in my ear and my pawpaw's ashes present in the vehicle! HAPPY FRIKKIN BIRTHDAY RIGHT!?!?!?! Well next year I'm seriously calling everyone I care about and making sure that they are healthy and aren't leaving because I can't take it anymore!!!!!!!!!